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Name: rad-x
claims a bit of the clouds just for himself to swim into, gazing into the portentiously unknown, and (still) being that sieve waiting to be filled with water...
"sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky/
A human being that was given to fly"
ok, if you got music going on, let's play two...
AmGiNe
aya
ayen
boy bagwis
franz
ilang
joipi
kat a
kerko
kim
kr guda
len payat
mary ann reyes guballa
myrrh
NBA chic
plue-ness
Proxima Centauri
red1-til-eternity
storm
~ava
~Daisy
~rinne
~tin
~tina
~wytchgurl
:: radix is not forever ::
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bo jackson once said this line in his ad. and he kept his pace on his ever-so-diverse sports.
now, me? hmm, take care of this and that, while spending time with people... mhm, these roadworthy feet are still strong after all...
today its this tabloid. tomorrow, the online version. come next day, i'll be balancing my act with dearie (wish we could spend more time together dearie...) and maybe push thru with our badminton match, or maybe top-up ragna (dang, Rad-x is job42 still...)... or maybe... just maybe...
suit up with that act who performed down heartbreak avenue (where purplehaze, the bar the payat-gang frequents, is).
and oh, i did found out i can still do a Basti. or maybe James Labrie (that's him singing in the background) can let me have a run for his act... 
ikaw ba'y mag-isa kahapon?
pwes, magdiwang... hindi ka nag-iisa.
samahan mo ako.
at hanapin natin ang mundo....

"tama ba talaga yung 'tucked-out' na term?"
Chapter 17. Dan Brown's "Angels and Demons." Vittoria was there, questioning, ever questioning, the rain, how it falls, presence, everything. then someone approached her, not to drag her away from the rain, but to explain... she was fascinated... and finally understood...
and in the end, they both tried to explain ordered chaos.
until Leonardo Vetra, Vittoria's theophysicist friend-turned-stepfather met a fateful, brutal end...
ordered chaos. chaos in orderliness. chaos in order. everything is a blur. everything can make you spin.
its a wonder when i find out for myself how fast i understand those blurs perfectly well...
rain... please wash away my troubles... please...
i wanted to stay... i wanted peace and balance... even in chaos...

... done posts and web updates... check...
... search for mp3's... yah....
... i had this stoo-feed feeling inside me... 
last night we spent a couple of minutes in UP Diliman's Sunken Garden. dang i missed the place. cold breeze added to the ambiance too... felt one with the past, the present and the future while i took a stretch on the grass looking at the stars. almost like anilao. almost like the past... yet i feel the future seems so close (and yet so distant) while i looked at the stars...
:: senti... senti... senti... ::
... ragnarok... "what ragnarok?"
i have this thing with public rides. it has a great view... look out the window, at those across you, hell even those beside you. and as far as my eyes are concerned, i have this penchant at looking out for more... let's say "pleasurable" things.
yaaaa.... im writing a thing about bras. comes in different shades and shapes. sometimes they fit the wearer perfectly. so what if miss has small cups? if it works its hug well, then i'll give miss the nod fit for a beauty queen. a plus factor to the lady if ever that is the case of her bra. i also have the nod for sporty ones. an active body needs that hug. haaayyy, what comfort can one get right?
more often than not however, they fake what they supposed to protect/hide. thing with bras nowadays is that they flaunt themselves more than their purpose. but i think this goes to the more vain (read: papansin) ones. the bras pose as a means to replace what's natural, hence... ja-fakes. i know, magic bras really don't make sense except fake the 'big ones' appearance. i don't find it sexy. i even have a hatred to wired ones. dang, i know that should hurt...
and after a ride, i just smile and frown if ever. thank goodness for bras. it makes a trip worthwhile.
i think i should get myself one too... 
hei, m not perverting or am a straight-out perv ayt? trip lang walang bastusan... (tempest: defensive!!!
)
...can i see you? "no"
...bot nyo naman si Rad-x, please... "no"
...can you forgive me? ".."
there are things i can think of, yet i'd always have "no" for an answer. it's one thing i've been living with. what's wrong with asking little things and/or favors anyway? sure enough, you might say 'there's no harm in trying to ask,' but if you were me who eats 'no' for an answer virtually every time, then maybe you should think both ways.
it's a damned-if-i-do-damned-if-i-don't thing. i have a statistically-high chance of having 'no' for just about anything i'd ask for (see examples above). so i'd think of not asking anymore since i'd get the same reply. but when the time comes that i don't ask anymore, people would say im a snob or something... maybe more worse than a snob.
pity me. i can always say yes to whatever people asks me. how come i never had the fair share?
you: "i feel na nabastos ako..."
me: "i don't think so..."
you: "why do you have to reveal things to them?"
me: "because in the end, they'll be the ones who will help..."
you: "...ahhhh... kiss me na lang.. tabi tayo bilis..."
there are things that some should read about.. and there are some that i should hide for myself. for "us"
yeah. that said, i should hang outside with buddies and drink the night out muna...
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"Now that they start booing me, it makes me focus a lot more. I know now that I am the enemy and I just go out and play harder."
Michael Finley of the San Antonio Spurs, after winning game 6 of the 2006 Western Semifinals against Dallas Mavericks. The Spurs tied the series forcing a game 7. Finley was a former Mav.
"Learn to Fly"
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