Second Quarter Stormer

a mental maelstrom of thoughts

[the beginning is the end is the... part 2]

well... let's cut the short story long. this plan of taking down this site is, well, taking too long. (any justification will solely rest on the laurels of me being one complete liar.)

for one, i have my personal struggles. got a new one at that, to add to my already horrendous life (thanks for the description, you know who you are...). 'nuff said.

second, i've had my share of contemplating behind sarcastically-spastically-madly-hysteric laughter and tag-ons. you might say it's my way of coping with stress. i say its my way of looking back at things buried by sands of time. or better yet, the way i ONCE lived my life.

there was a time when everything WAS so simple. that was the carefree me. WALANG PAKIALAM. now, as we progress, somehow we lose that naivette of things. there was solace that time. and i loved those carefree moments.

right now, i wanted to have those simple things back. forget how i felt these past two years, and what it led me into. i reckon you already know the stories. of mad nights with bacchus. of tears. of solitude. of (un)clever deception. of course, lies.

it's rather a complicates things. but now, i really hate to complicate things. it only led to troubles and more troubles. i have a simple thing right now. i just want to move on... and live the life the way it was supposed to be, for me. right after i clear ALL the clouds.

responsibility? sure, y'betcha.

*holds someone's hand* this time, i know i will be better... as we say.. fight-ooooo... OH!

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